From an Idea comes a Vision,
A Vision of words to comprehend.
A Vision of Lines, of Color, congregating in an Image,
of what will be, of what has been, an Impression.
An Impression that leaves a feeling, that leaves you thinking,
What are you seeking, what will you find, in yourself?
Do you profess to know what you are?
Before you can even assume who you are?
Looking into the past, seeking the future,
What will we find, what will our quest be?
Who can say they know what tomorrow will be,
When they cannot see what today already is?
Today we walk the path to the future,
a fragile path that must be coveted.
This path moves from Da
My voice is bouncing off the wall,
No one is responding.
Echoes besiege me from every side
I can only hear my own breathing.
I feel threatened by an empty house,
Somehow feeling left alone,
By sound, by beings, by people.
People don't like being around me,
But I need to be around them.
Yet everyone seems to have someone else,
On their minds, that somone to think about.
And I, have no one to care for.
People keep telling me I'm a great person,
But I'm far from perfect, not perfect at all,
I can see it throughout the day,
people shying away from me.
And in the weekends,
when my dad is gone,
I have no one to have fun with,
To
Blinded by darkness,
Lost in the light,
Summoned by faith,
cast out by might.
So why am i forced
Into things i despise?
Having to do things
that lead to my demise.
As i look at the poor souls
who don't stand to think.
i know, ignorance is bliss,
and that's the one thing i miss.
brought in at 13,
it felt mean,
even i could have seen,
my mind wasn't clean.
Now, further a long the road,
trouble occurs like a toad.
Somehow it came
with only me to blame..
My mind is a chaos of my own creation,
From wthin that chaos you created a nation.
From chaos came peace, came order,
Surrecting a new made border.
Defining the line between time and space,
No longer a truly confused daze.
Now knowing where to be,
on time, in place to see.
Not longer lost in the dark,
I setted out to make a mark.
Beginning to use this new learned sense,
This power was no nonsense.
This power in my hand,
Is mine to command.
It will do what I would demand.
doing all then that what it cant.
(Sitting quietly at the back,
Of thoughts utter lack.)
Standing up, looking non stop,
Till the excitement is to much to crop.
I gaze into those deep blue pools,
two swords being used in duels
(Standing by the ledge.
Leaning over the edge.)
Tensioning as two waves collide,
concerns and doubts are all aside.
Sand is carried freely over the waves' surface.
While birds high above do a race.
(Putting one foot, then the other,
Slowly moving forth, no bother.)
The sea is no longer cool,
Drawing the ship into a whirlpool.
The waves lash out,
The sea being stout.
The water is reaching the mast,
It sinking into the sea at last.
(The
Already a year back,
Second to the bodycount stack,
Going on with a frown,
Yeah, I was down.
Having lost a mother,
Life being a bother.
Barely made school,
But I aint cool.
I was missing some love,
but she was now high above.
Untouchable like a dove,
Not cooking anymore at the stove.
The house is now usually empty,
No more hello's upon entry.
Every time i think of her,
I feel down for sure.
So here's a praise from your's truly,
Thanks for always supporting me.
Now smiling from high above,
Your love was more than enough.
To make you.......just a great mother.
You are nothing but a 18 year old punk,
With the attitude and smell of a skunk!
I should diss you with a slam-dunk!
I don't know why you think u are so great,
I wish we could start over with a clean slate,
If only you would stop terrorizing, using jokes for bait
Because as you saw i will bite,
Barking is over cause you ain't right,
Just expect a cold long hurtin' dark night.
Your jokes are as lame as those of my brother,
He's a 14 year old without a mother.
So just grow up, but you don't care to bother!
All you do is sceptisize,
You are all what I despise!
It will only lead to your demise!
Chaos Roams Free,
Order is what I need.
Emotions blaze through the void,
in the storm that is ME.
Burning as a consuming flame,
eating at the sanity,
that is left in my sanctuary,
as I believe in hypocracy
Left to ponder in a wake,
of the never ending hurricane.
Never did I realise to take
the path of light.
I grasp the last bit of control,
to search for my own sake.
Emotions rushing to my head,
this is how I feel.
The energy is drained,
of a supposedly infinite source,
it's consumption exceeded production,
Pollution left in it's wake.
Just look outside,
See the first signs,
of decay, the rotten sky,
the lan, covered in unnatural roads.
Nature is threatened,
The earth defiled,
The planet is hurt,
By human, from within.
So it's up to our generation,
To right the wrong that our fathers caused.
It's our and our children's cause,
To fix, this broken world.
Current Residence: Leiden,The Netherlands Favourite genre of music: Alternative rock, ambience Favourite photographer: Silence-Of-Fantasy Favourite style of art: Sci Fi Pixel Art Operating System: Win2k MP3 player of choice: My Tungsten E(Palm..) Shell of choice: sh Personal Quote: Baka....
Mood: :meditate: Trying to find inner peace
Listening to: Linkin Park - Breaking The Habit
Obviously I just uploaded 8 photo's, very quickly..
while the composition seems nice.... the quality isn't that great.....I'm not good at holding my hands still, same goes for photocamera's....I hope you guys enjoy this..
I'm a bit down, nervous, and I've got a speech tomorrow while I STILL don't know a subject.... My dad is constantly breathing down my neck >< ...... I'm freaking out here
but you can probably see that by the way I'm ranting.. just as chaotic as my mind is.....
Ok, let's give it a go:
1. I am pretty much an artist
2. I do a science education, while most people think i'm doing a arty one..
3. my main activity is working with comps.
4. i'd rather be out with a friend somewhere.
5. I actually think computers are boring.
6. but people can't use computers decently, so I have to fix them
7. NO, I will not fix your computer.
8. I'm mainly into ambience and soundtracks from games, I don't need lyrics for good music.
9. If there's lyrics, My favorites are Linkin park, Avril and Vanessa Carlton.
10. I like my body, I don't think there's anything bad with it.
11. I'm not a jock, I am just strong eno